Finding the right laptop is soo..hard =_=

It really is. Earlier on I stated that if I ever got a laptop, I'd get a macbook pro, but the truth is that its not feasible for me to get one. Plus while I do like mac OS X, I'm also a windows user. And then I'm a gamer. A macbook pro 15inch costing $2,299.00, just doesn't cut it. Here in Bangladesh, they cost even more. With that price I can get an awesome gaming laptop that'll eat up any game I throw at it. But then that's where another problem comes in. Gaming laptops are hard to choose from...I mean I love to play and well I'd want my laptop to be capable of handling most of todays games at high settings. After a lot of searching I did find some great laptops within my price range and neat to look at. BUT..but, *sigh* they aren't available here!!! WTF is available here?!?! Not even a good Sony Vaio model...all they have here are mid range HP pavillion notebooks and some other stuffs that I don't care about. This really is going to be hard.

Though I must say there are some sweet laptops available nowadays, outside of Bangladesh that is. Or maybe there are more laptops available here, only I don't know. Wish I knew. Ah well, at the mo, I can't be bothered with thinking about laptops. I'm aware of the stuffs in the global market now and I aint googling for laptops any more at the mo. I'm tired.

They have great desktop stuffs here, but I must say I'm disappointed with the variety of laptops available here. Ah..someday..someday. Like my desktop is awesome and all, but I was hoping to find a good laptop. Maybe I will. Who knows right.

Anyway here's a little something I drew in Photoshop today, he he, was trying out the rough brushes around the end of the default brushes list. Well I kinda like the outcome. It kinda looks like water colour on a thick and rough paper.



I used Photoshop CS 3 and I use a mouse as usual. Texture from : link

Okay ciao all,
gotta sleep
Mony

Happy holidays! And, I made an animatic

Happy holidays people! Look I made a drawing in that facebook graffiti app! And I don't even like facebook and hardly ever go there. I just followed this link an artist at dA embedded ya know, and well I ended up in the facebook graffiti page. So instead of watching the replay of her drawing, I just went and drew something, guess its probably because I haven't been able to draw anything aside from animation frames and stuffs these few days. Well why you ask? Because..because I'm entering the GRAFA Logo Animation Mini Challenge yeah :D.

So I had to open a thread and show my progress, as I go along. We are four participants so far, including Zubuyer (admin, founder,awesome artist, a good friend and basically a really nice kid)who is one of the judges too XDD ( but he says he's doing it for fun so yeah :D). Well I'm not doing this for winning or anything, though that GRAFA notebook does seem to be nice, but I'm doing this for having fun, and learning and getting better at this in the process. yeah. Ok here's my animatic.



And here's my thread since I'm too lazy to post all those images and stuffs here again.

Okay people, wish me luck. I haven't been able to draw much nor read much, nor study much... I'm a lazy bum, someone please knock some sense inta my head D:

I gotta finish this and study for my exams too.
yeah

Till then Happy Holidays, and ciao.
Mony

P.S.- I finally got my hands on Mirror's Edge and damn is it awesome! Its is soooooooooo coool, prolly one of the best games I've ever played. And the 1st person point of view just makes it all work so well, also the graphics are drop dead awesome! Just too good. Well I'll play it regularly after I'm done animating my entry. G'night all. :D

I got a GRAFA excellence award!! w00t!

Ahem, I'd firstly like to thank The ALmighty, my parents, my friends..my pokemon toys..yadda..yadda yadda..for this great honour..lol I sound like people when they get an award...but then I actually got one! I got a GRAFA excellence award!!



yuss, in all its glory...woo
Awesome. I was soo stoked, like never..never in my dreams had I expected such an award to just plop into my mailbox ..this is, I dunno, I'm really honoured! Thanks a lot to the guys over at GRAFA

Now, I gotta haul my arse off my pc and actually practice drawing stuff..like everything *noobiiiie* and learn 3d stuff properly..and study properly and...and ..practice writing..programming..animating..japanese!!! o_O..and the list goes on

Well, whatever, thanks again Zubuyer (he be the admin and founder of GRAFA)
Really appreciate it!

Yeehaw,
that's all for now
ciao
Mony

Exams are over :D and sketches...

Yeah, I sketched these with a gel and a ball point pen..pilot ones to be precise. Texture by Bashcorpo, here..I think I might make a proper character outta this girl..or she may just randomly keep appearing in my sketchbook. XD

Exams are over..whew
What a relief.

Anyway, I keep forgetting to post new stuff here. My mind wanders too far sometimes..especially after watching Howl's moving castle. It's just sooo good..I'm lost for words, its just ..breathtaking. Ha ha

yep
Inspirational music at the mo:
Sekai-no-yakusoku-Jinsei-no-merry-go-round
:)

Also, tomorrow I've got a rehearsal for going up and down a stage to get a certificate I suppose..pretty silly, I mean why would anyone need to rehearse for that? Beats me, ask our school, they know it all. And on Wednesday we've got a sort of O/A-level academic excellence ceremony thingy, talk about turkey, I get an academic excellence..something award or something like that. XDD The stuffs our school comes up with.

Ah well anyway, my holidays are here, whoopeee..

So I've got a lot planned to do this time, hopefully I'll get to do all that.
I feel lightheaded now..I'll write a proper post sooon ..am trying to learn some three-dee stuff :3

Ciao all,
Mony

Physics exam...

So today was my physics precambridge exam...and shiittte, it was weirdd. That's the one word that actually defines it. That's okay, as long as I can get a good enough grade to be allowed to register for my AS level exams for the may/june session I'm happpy ! We weren't even taught all the stuff in class! And I just barely finished the syllabus last night..yeah

But next time, I kicking some serious arse! Hell yeah!

Chemistry and English exam this Thursday and then computing and then holidaaaaaaaaaay!

The problem with me this time is that I've been too worried about whether I'll be able to register for all my exams for this may/june..well I've had enough of that! No more effin worries for me thanks, I aint worrying! I'll pass em all, no sweat..

:D

Okay
that's all
ciao

Oh and, here's a wip:

Pure maths precambridge tomorrow!

Woot
So tomorrow's my pure maths precambridge. I'm starting to get mechanics and all that, but I still have problems ..darn it. But that's okay. I'm not gonna wish that I had started earlier since its not really going to help me feel better or be able to do more maths for that matter. I'm just trying to understand the concepts and use my head properly, he he. I haave to do really well and I believe I can and so I will! Yeah!

So yeah,
I gotta go now. More updates soon,
ciao
Mony

Artworks from art class

Class work..took me ages, like a week, done on and off in art classes. Didn't do anything on it after I got home. But I did fill in a li'l of the black bits once while waiting for Udos (my li'l brother) to finish bathing one day. Used Tzu's 0.7 mechanical pencil to sketch this since my ben10 one's lost T^T (hu hu hu, though I got a new pilot one today)..need to buy another ben10 one. Well, I want to buy at any rate. And then inked over it with my trusty pilot V10 and v5 grip. My V10 grip finished just before completion and so I had to ink some the hair and frame using a ball pen, another old V10 grip (which finished too) and then my V5 grip. I kinda like the outcome.



Inked over pencil sketch. Strawberry awesomeness XD. OMG, like I actually drew a teddy bear?! While doing the sketch I realised that I couldn't really draw a proper teddy bear and I'd lost my phone so could search the internet for reference pics and Tzu's phone didn't have internet either. So I began rummaging around in my bag and found the wallet sized prints of my favourite artworks and lol I found that I had printed this cool pic of cuson's and well so took ref from that picture for the bear.

Well, atleast I get to draw, If it weren't for art class we'd (me and Tzu) prolly die outta boredom during our free classes. I don't get to colour stuffs or draw for fun much since I kinda don't feel like it and don't have that much time to either.
Here's a sketch of eraser boy ( a kid Tzu doodles pretty often these days, chomping erasers..decided that it was time for a little fanart, he's too cute):



Eraser boy (c) Tzu

lol, had fun. This was done in my art copy which is pretty large like llx16 inches per page, so scanning was a pain, especially for the strawberry picture thingy, like I had to scan in part and use Photoshop CS 3 for merging em all using the automated photomerge script thingy there, pretty useful. :D

Okay it's pretty late now, need to shtudy, ciao.
Mony

Vacations

From tomorrow starts my week long Eid vacation...so I prepare for my studies now. Okay so I currently have Pure maths, Physics, Chemistry, English Language, Art and Design and Computing for my AS. Hmm, interesting. I need to practice a lot of maths and finish off Chemistry, Computing and Physics syllabuses! This is going to be a heck of a month! I really have to get all A's in my Pre cambridge. I mean like how wacky is that, most of the teachers back at school think that I got 7 A's merely by a lucky chance or something (or 'merit' as one of them misplaced with luck, and actually said it all in such a way as if I didn't study at all and got away with just 'merit' and that is bad and that won't help me), what the heck! I prepared for my exams and I read my books. Just because I don't go to their shitty coaching centre doesn't mean that I don't study.

So yeah, I gotta get all A's not just to prove myself, but to kick all the wacky peoples butts and most importantly to make my mother happy!

So I had a nice lazy day at school which I spent talking with Ranika, Tzu, Sharky and Nabeela. Sharky is this cool kid I met just around last week and well today we finally got to actually talk properly with each other. She's awesom and so's Ranika. But its just too bad that Ranika and Sharky are leaving school, Sharky to university in Saudi and Ranika to college or something. So I dunno, two cool people are leaving school ...hu hu hu hu. So it'll be me and Tzu mostly and nabeela too perhaps. Nabeela, she's new in school, she's a nice enough kid.

But thankfully I can keep in touch with the two of them over the internet! Thank God for the internet. Yeah. I haven't posted any inspirational songs in ages..here are a handful:

1) New Divide - Linkin Park
2) Mesmerised - Lifehouse
3) Somewhere I belong - Linkin Park
4) Blaze - Kotoko
5) Sociometry - Kotoko
6) Joint - Mami Kawada
7) Triangle - Mami Kawada
8) Seemann - Apocalypyica

yeah. Lol, I got three artworks to do for Art and Design class, our teacher gave us homework for a 7-day vacation!?!? maan, not to mention I also have to complete the drawing I started today. That sums up to 4 artworks !! sheesh, darn it.

At any rate, I have to study chemistry, computing and practice writing. My hand feels rusty.

Anyhoo I'm scanning the stuffs from my art copy and will upload them as soon as possible.

ookay
that's all for now
ciao
Mony

Precambridge for AS exams and I'm baack

I wasn't gone anywhere, just didn't get around to update my blog, especially now that my awesome Xpress music 5310 has been officially stolen. Yep, it is stolen! Some people just need to disappear! It was stolen on the 2nd of November, that is the Monday before last week's Monday ..bleh, I miss my phone soo much. No, I didn't use it for calling as much as I used it for listening to music, writing random notes, browsing the internet ...I don't know, it kept me company, when I lay in bed, when bored at tuitions, when bored in general...I dunno, all the other phones that seemed kinda cool before seem ..I dunno...they've lost their charm. I didn't want to get a new phone or something, but I just thought that this phone looks cool, or that one looks awesome, etc etc...but ah well..I miss my phone. I wish I could get it back. At any rate, my pre cambridges are coming up, yeah, again, but this time for my AS levels...:D

Need to prepare and kick some wacky kid butts!! Hyaaah! Oh and speaking of which, well, I"m doing A-level art and design at school, yeah they finally hired a teacher and she's really nice and she's got a lotta plans for me and Tzu. We two have been going to her classes for a couple of weeks now and well we started out with still life sketches and then now we did an inked random image from our imagination which took us a week....XDD Well, we're going to try our hand at abstract art...nooooooooooooooooooooooes....lol, its our teacher's idea...Ah well, I gotta think.

And my aunt, my cousins Alif and Adib are here from sg to spend their vacation with us, ahh I've missed them sooo much. Adib is 3 and he's just so cuute and adorable and hyper! Alif's 9 and he's chubby and cuute and cool. Hehe, my aunt sh'es really nice and gives very inspiring speeches. We'd been hoping that they'd come and well one night mum was all jittery and had to go to Uttara at like 10pm in the night and she told us that she had work to do...I was kinda curious but didn't bother about it too much and well, my (other) aunt (I call her by her name Shaon and add an auntie along with that) didn't know exactly where she was going either. My uncle (mum's little brother) went along with my mum and then at like 1 am in the morning the bell rang, I thought that my mum had arrived and well just stayed in my room since mum was gonna come in any second, and then door opened and woah! Surprises of surprises! My aunt (I call her lokkhi), Alif and Adib just barged in through the door with mum and Shaon auntie and all laughing and I was sooo happy and surprised! I seriously did think that they'd be able to make it here this year!What with all the monetary crisis and business failure an all and plane tickets seem to be costing a hefty lot! But well, I'm really happy that they came.

^ ^

Thats all for today, and hey I opened up a tumblr account a couple of weeks ago. Its pretty nice, but I like the feel of having a spacious blogger of my own better. :)

Oooh and I started reading naruto...its awesome, since I don't get to see the anime, might as well read the manga.



Goodnight,
Mony

Leaves, flowers , clips and red curtains .

:)

Clips on the railing of our balcony. Here's another shot:


This is a shot from inside my room. Yep we've got red curtains. Mum and uncle's choice . I would've chosen a cool blue, but then again I'm okay with em curtains.

These were taken a couple of months ago. I really love photography but didn't get around to post any until today. Well, I'll try to post em once in a while now.

Ciao
Mony

Sketches

These a some random sketches I did yesterday, but kinda didn't get to upload it here. But there ya go. These are the most loose and random sketches that I can do, without them looking absolutely gibberish. Done with my pilot v5 pen and the black bits
in the glasses are filled with my v10 grip. Oh and the coloured doodle in the extreme right were done by Tzu the day before yesterday at school, when it was still a blank page. I just wrote the 'not's, violet and purple. Tzu wrote the 'not' after violet XD

Anyway these are mostly inspired by random stuffs around me, like my pooh mug, a pair of scissors, a picture of a bunch of bunnies on a pen, etc etc.

:)
These were fun. I should like to do more. Usually I do these sorta loose sketches on the corners and sides of my school copies or notebooks, while writing stuff. I never get around to scan them since they're too minuscule and it'd take ages for me to scan every single page and then filter out the tiny drawings from them. I guess having a sketchbook legitimises their existence.

XDD

Also today I finally became a member of the British council library. Cool place to read that. There I found a copy of web designer magazine. Its really cool, all the designs and colours in the magazine is inspiring me to draw a proper header for my bog and draw some colourful or funky flowy graphic illustrations....need to learn how to use illustrator properly.

Ah well, that's all for today.
Bye
Mony

I found these small sketchbooks in boi bichitra recently, and I bought one of them. I didn't think that I'll be finding anything like this around here, and was thinking about asking my mum to take me to new market and then I found this. The paper's got a nice texture and its kinda strong. I haven't tried any watercolour on it yet, but I hope to. But I did put my inks to use, and I must say the ink didn't seep through the other side of the page under normal pressure. Here's something me and my friend Tzu drew in a free class today.




My friend Tzu, she drew the kid and the ladder and most of the stuff in the right side. I drew the clouds, the text, the checkers, inked the star that Tzu drew. She also drew the cute fishy, the balloon and clouds at the bottom by the ladder. I drew the sharpener, pencil. Tzu inked some of it and she drew the play button thingy. We drew it with my pilot V5 and V10 grips and with my rexgrip and Tzu's uniball 0.28 pens. This was fun. I love this sorta drawing style.

Here's a page of random drawings that I did today with the pens mentioned above. I love pilot and uniball pens. They're awesome, and not just the pens, the pencils they produce are awesome. :D


The green bottle is actually my water bottle and the lantern is really referenced from this lantern hanging from the ceiling of a balcony of this house I could see from our glass window. Our current classroom has the entire left side made up of blue glass which offers a great view of the trees and houses in block-B I think. So yeah. The drawings done in blue were done using Tzu's pilot 0.25 dark blue gel pen. Anyway, these were fun to do, I coloured them using my faber castell pencil colours, which I haven't been using much these days. But now that I have a sketchbook, I feel like drawing anything and everything around me. I don't feel any restriction. Feels great. I've found somewhere to use my colour pencils again.

:D

And here's a girl wearing a Saree I drew, since this cool artist at GRAFA Tinysabya, was asking me to draw someone more Bangali. So here it goes:

I haven't drawn a lady in a Saree in over two whole years now. So I had to rub the entire thing thrice before I got this pic.Lucky for me the paper in my sketchbook is thick and didn't crumple when I was rubbing. If it was A4 printer paper, I would have to start in a new paper. Also, my mum thinks that maybe there should be more designs here, but I think I like her simple style.
I think I'll try and colour her tonight or tomorrow, whenever I'm not feeling lazy.

Okay that's all for now.
Ciao.

New drawing

I drew this picture at school. I sketched it quickly and then I liked it enough to line it with my pilot V5 gel pen and then I detailed and smooothened it using my pilot rexgrip ball point pen, and a 0.28 uniball pen from my friend. I like how it turned out and I guess, her legs do look kinda thin, but hey atleast I drew something!

Also, I signed up for A-level Art and Design, just outta curiosity. I'll prolly drop it later on, kinda boring to do art for homework, aint it. Let's see let's see, I'm curious to see what our school management cooks up. Because last year I signed up too, but no teacher was assigned and no classes took place. Let's see this time. :)

Aaand, I got 3ds Max 2010 today and well installed it just over an hour ago, and it seems pretty interesting, only I need to get used to it. I'm a complete noob at 3d, yes inspite of myself, I have to admit it, and well I gotta practice and get better at it. This is a new ground.

Anyway, mechanics test today was wacky, yeah, but I'll practice that too and get wayy better!! But pure maths was kinda easy and fun. Only I couldn't answer a question worth 4 marks...so that's that. I'll learn how to do it sometime. I'll nag my teacher about it, till he shows me how to do it.


Okay, enough for now. Toodles

p.s- I'm colouring the picture right now, hope it works out.

Goodnight
Mony

Computer upgrade!

yay!!
I got 4 gigs of RAM as I said in a previous post aaand a new Nvidia GeForce 9600GT!!
Its soo much fun playing games now and my computer's faster, so it works. My computer got back last Friday, but well didn't have inter net for a while and after my connection was fixed I got too lazy. It's my chemistry class test tomorrow..woo.. I gotta finish studying it.

Here's an wip of a picture that I started long ago, but abandoned, but took it up a few weeks ago and currently looks like this:
Here's something I did just now as I was writing this blog entry. Painter X rule's my world just like Painter IX used to do two years back. Aaand, I've started reading heidi again and its inspiring me and I'm getting my flow back again:DI loove heidi.



Okay I gotta study chemistry.
Ciao
Mony

Okay I've cooled down and some more wips.

I felt so wacky then...as if all sorts of sadness and despair were weighing down upon my lone back. But I'm feeling better now. Arrgh, I should concentrate properly on my studies....ORZ

But the good thing is that I'm finally being able to concentrate. I finished the first two chapters of my Chamistry book and found out about the fascinating world or orbitals and subshells and the relationship between them and the chemical properties of elements. Cool

I have to start on Physics. I did, and I solved a few of the mcq problems from the book but now I need to focus on solving the more mathematical problems after them. I'll start on em tomorrow and will try to post them when I'm done with them.

Here are some more wips for now:





I use a mouse and well am pretty much used to using one! I've been drawing with a mouse for..what..9 years now!! Yep. That's another story. I'll write more about it later. I gotta go.

Bye
Mony

I feel like laughing like a maniac..ha ha ha....cold indecisive laughter. Am I going mad ? No perhaps not, but I feel like laughing like a maniac anyway.

Aquamarine eyes wip 01

Aquamarine eyes...are they really? Oh well. I like em anyway XD


yea something I'm working on right now, hope it turns out well
:D

Painter for the drawing and Photoshop for the colours

I've been ignoring my blog again..o_O

Okay, something I drew on my cousin Eva's computer in Paint. This is supposed to be me, though I don't look anything like it..Ah well. At least I can imagine myself to be like this. Well though I used to have a similar hair style until my hairdresser butchered my hair and made it excessively short. I wear similar clothes and at the mo am wearing a black tee with thin white horizontal stripes and a pair of red three quarters..comfy :D

Anyway, I've been ignoring my blog again...sucks..I'll post regularly from now on, even if its just a word. And I drew something around 20 minutes ago. Here:



It's pretty simple, but I like it. It was a quickie done in painter X with the oil pastel brush...its cool. I didn't use it before and well I was browsing through Kheleksul's gallery at dA and well came across a pic that she had drawn mostly using that brush...though I'd try it out..and then I slapped on some colours to the sketch using the round digital watercolour brush, pretty nifty that.

ciao
Mony

Aye, but I'm just a kid

Okay, I'm kinda upset right now..so beginning of drama + ranting:

Its really annoying. I like having short hair, I don't like make-up, I don't like wacky stuffs like wacky Indian clothes ..I don't like earrings and other trinkets...but that doesn't mean that I want to be a boy or something!! I hate it when people around me assume it that way, urgh. I'm damn proud to be a girl !! Duh, this sucks big time. I JUST WANT TO BE ME!!! I don't care, if you frigging think that I want to be someone else...you might, but not me! I love cartoons and I'm 16 ..SO??? Big deal, and for the people who called me a baby a few minutes ago, sure, I am a baby...you might not know this, but I wholeheartedly would love to be one year old again....and I know I can't be one, but don't you realise that I'm a KID??!? And no matter how old I become, I'll always be a kid at heart...because that's who I AM! hmmph..*blows a raspberry and walks away*


I feel loads better now
:)

:D Got a cool 4Gb RAM update..whoopers!

yep, I did get it and a new power supply since my old one got busted..and now my computer's back and running faster than ever! Yay for computie! Hurray!
Anyway...I'm sorry bloggie that I haven't updated you in ages, but well hey here I am ^ ^
[ I sorta have a habit of naming my stuff, even my blog..by adding an -ie suffix to em XDD]

okay, so here's sth I did when my computer was lying dormant with its busted power supply..



And then I got some thick paper for drawing a piece for a competition and instead of doing that I cut out a little piece out of it and drew this sweet girl, she's called Demure Rose apparently, pretty fancy name if ya ask me *wink*.



The paper felt good to sketch on but the problem was that it kept soaking up all the water colours and got really wet and had creases and none of the beautiful water colour texture to it...ah well
Someday I'll get real GOOD PAPER!!

ah well, that's it for now,
ciao
Its like 4:59 in the morning and I gotta eat my Seheri..and then sleep.

*yawn*

Got my O-level marks!!

Got em O-level marks today and well they're pretty good. I'm quite happy with them, but ofcourse, there is scope for improvement I believe. My mum's really happy with em though.
Here they are:

Marks Grades
English: 92% [yuss :D] A
Bangla: 82% [cool] A
General maths: 78% [ah well...] B
Environmental management: 79% [same] B
Chemistry: 84% [okay, cool :D] A
Physics: 83% [same here] A
Biology: 87% [kewl :D] A
Computer Studies: 90% A
Bangladesh Studies: 93% [w00t] A

thats about it.
I'm pretty much happy with my results. :DD
Now, A-levels, here I come!
ciao

A little wind her way ..

XDDD..Totally random name!!
ha ha, so ok.
Here's the coloured version of the little sketch I posted last time. I'll be posting the few work in progress pics I've saved while colouring her, soon.



Photoshop CS 3 and mouse, around 6 hours or sth. Thats's ok, I'm pretty much happy with the output and I'll get better. I've been wanting to draw cooler, meaningful pictures but well, I'm not being able to. All I get are these random girls. :(

Well, I'll have to try and draw different stuffs.
Anyway, gotta study Chemistry, ciao.
~Mony

A little wind ..

Dunno, but felt like sketching something and et voila! Heh, here it is.
4b pencil. I started colouring it a while ago, and I need to finish quick, since I can't afford to waste so much time; My class test's about to start and I gotta study Moles, some chapter in Physics, mechanics and pure maths. I can make up some stuff in english, but well whatever.

7 A's!!! Got me O-level results today :D

First of all Thanks to The Almighty Allah!!
I am sooo friggin relieved and Happy! I haven't been this happy for years, this means so much to me...ahh


feels so good.
I sat for nine O-level subjects and well got 7A's among them and 2B's. Good enough
:D
But the waiting, was sooo painfully scary. It scared me to bits and then when I saw my name on the large projector screen on the list of students who had qualified for the Daily Star awards [ people who got 6 or more A's] I cried. yeah

This means a lot lot and lot to me, particularly because a lotta people underestimated me and well, I showed! Heh!!

:P

ok
here's an old pic I drew, peace out,
Mony <3



P.s- I gave the CIE GCE O-levels.

Buncha sketches

Um, she's April, a character from this comic and novella that I'm trying to develop. Hopefully, I'll start working on the short novel (novella) soon..:D And then perhaps write the script and the rough layout and perhaps go for drawing the comic.
I wonder how long that might take..


Kiki, from Studio Ghibli's Kiki's Delivery Scene, a beautiful movie, so cool and awesome and sweet.


A random sketch of this lady, pencils and then lots of inks :D



Yeah, thats a sketch of Saya from Blood+..well its not original, but rather a practice copy of this image:Link
Too bad mine turned out kinda wonky, the real pics so much cooler. I love this series, too bad I only got to watch a few episodes. Ah well.

Ok these are all for now, hope to post more sketches soon....come to think of it, now that school's opening, sketches are probably all I'll be able to be doing. No fully coloured pic or sth. Whatever. But I'll keep sketching
^ ^

Mony

Internets back, and so am I

Ok, because of my ultra wacky cable,I didn't have internet for a week, and well today mum called the internet dudes and well, they changed the cable and the interwebs is back for me!

Long time, no post.

I haven't posted anything here in ages. Can you believe how wacky that is! Ah well. School's closed for a while now and well its strange how the old friend that I wrote about in a previous blog post seems sorta distant now. On a brighter note, I've made better friends with an unexpected kid. Ha ha. Anyway, I'm writing this post from Sylhet, which is a division in Bangladesh, my country. Sylhet is really very pretty. To me its the prettiest division in Bangladesh. Chittagong is definitely cool, but somehow I like Sylhet better. It took us around 7 hours to reach Sylhet city, the division we entered earlier. Sylhet is like 296 km from Dhakg city and my uncle drove our Allion. The clouds were so beautiful, fluffed up too, like candyfloss. And splashes of pink, gold and purple replaced the carefree pale blue skies into a more dreamy one. Magic was in the air. Whether behind the lone black silhouettes of trees or in the reflection of a butterfly fluttering around in dusk. Or perhaps in the thin sliver of a certain crescent in the sky? Who knows? But it was beautiful. Its 2am in the morning and I need to get some sleep. More posts about Sylhet to come!

Break me down and school

Break me down- Alterbridge

It's too late the time has come
I've kept this inside me for way too long
Silence will leave me cold
Lost on a highway that never takes me home

[Chorus:]
I want to step aside
I want to give it up
Before I lose it all
It's tearing me inside
The way you break me down

Oh there will come a time
When I will come undone
And you will let me fall
I'll leave it all behind
Before you break me down

The weight of a thousand lies
Promises broken haunt me all the time
You say that you're sure to change
But that black heart reveals that
You'll always stay the same

[Chorus]

I realize
Forgiveness
Is calling
And it's calling

I've denied
The reason
I'm falling
And I'm falling

So let go

This is such an amazing song. I don't know but its very inspiring. So this is this weeks inspirational song. Its beautiful, and cool :D .

Its been raining for a few days now, and the atmosphere is simply lovely. So misty and rainy, I feel like becoming a rain spirit and float through the beautiful clouds and get cold in the rain.
Ahh, but I feel poetic again. School has started from the 22nd and I made new friends. They're quite nice. And the classes are fine enough. I now have many free classes, but what I enjoy most about them is that they allow me to sit in the library. I love our library, its nice. Well, to me it is.

And I now have mechanics , just got the book today. Its nice. I'll have to study Chemistry, Physics, Pure maths and Mechanics. Yeah.

Thats all for now,
~Mony

An old friend, found.

And the lecture drones on and on. Not your usual class lecture. No. Series of lectures about our oh-so amazing school. Our school is okay. Its been like a second home for several years now and will perhaps be for more. Being here in this auditorium under the sparkle of a hundred electric stars and under the spell of a pack of lies, isn't the most fun thing in the world. Its boring as a matter of fact. I look around, stare at the man delivering speeches that even he doesn't know the true meaning of. Strange or is it? I talk with Teddy beside me. I smirk, pass remarks , laugh jokingly at some teacher and clap along with everyone else. Then I see this girl. That foreign girl from the O-level exams...And thats her dad. A kid follows them; her brother perhaps. And yet as I look back, I feel this odd sense of deja-vu. No not deja-vu. This odd sense ...I look back at the kid. His face, I could say that I have never met him and yet it strangely seems so familiar. In fact it reminds me of someone. I look at the girl. That demure expression, slightly curled deep brown hair..sharp nose and thin lips. So familiar...could it be? But surely not! I look again. Yes...the resemblance is striking. I talk to Teddy. "Teddy that girl...-"
"You mean Mahnoor?"
That name. It is her then. Long lost memories resurface in my mind and my eyes well up with tears. I hide my face in my hands and shed tears of surprise and joy. It really is her. And the lecture doesn't seem to end. I keep looking at her and I talk to Teddy about my days at my old school and about Mahnoor who was my best friend from play group. We read together till class 3, when I left the school and came here. And here of all the places and after all these year do I see her. The world is round. "I wonder if she'll remember me Teddy.."
"You will go and talk with her after this ceremony is done"
"Yeah.."
But the lectures go on like what seems forever and I can only sit still in the hope that it will have to finish sometime and then perhaps I'll go and ask her. And then its done. I carefully make my way out of the rows of seats flanking each side of me.
"Excuse me...Are you Mahnoor?"
A curious smile, perhaps she knows that its me? "Yes"
I take a deep breath. "I don't know if you remember me..but I am Mony"
Oh sunshine and smiles.
"MONY!! Yes.."
"You-you remember me?"
"Yes ofcourse.."

Yeah...thats exactly how I found an old friend of mine at a boring A-level orientation ceremony. The world really is round, so says my dear mother. The girl wearing the navy-blue tee is Mahnoor. I'm the kid in the lime green tee and pants. :P. . . .indeed. And lookit my belly. Whooyey! And Mahnoor is all tall and elegant and thin. I'm still chubby. Always was...lol
Anyhoo. The girl in a white tee beside me is Aisha, her sister. Dunno if I'll be able to find her miraculously around me, nor Aroni either, who's the shy girl in cream. And may I add, the photo was taken in my old school in 1998, when I was 5 and in KG-1. And to think its 2009, 11 years almost!! I'll be 16 in a few days. How time flies and yet I hardly felt it until I saw Mahnoor and compared her now elegant self with the little kid in a navy-blue tee here. She looks quite the same only, she has a certain distinguished air about her, but the same smile and the same sparkly eyes.

I do hope we can be friends again. School starts again on the 22nd and we're in the same section. :D

~Mony



^_^

Fish bowl walkthrough

So this is how I made the background and the fish bowl for my last animation. I embedded it here I believe. Whoa. Tomorrows the second part of environmental management exam and I am so relaxed. Cool. Well lets hope for the best, because I'll have to get an A here, anyway or the other.

:D

And well I tried to upload it in youtube, but well it was taking sooooooo long, like dunno, 3-4 hours? What the heck man.

wow...and the video upload actually worked!! Youtube was being so slow. Well, atleast I got blogger. love ya blogger. ^_^

~Mony

I made a fish move in a fishy bowl!

yeps!


Fish bowl-Animation by ~Noxmoony on deviantART

yeah.

ok, I'm done.

OOOh, only 1/2 more to go!

So, yeah. Only half an exam left! That is only the 2nd part of the environmental management paper left and then holiday....yay!

Paper -1 was Okay. I hope I'll get em all A's. :D
And I don't care what the future holds. I will be confident from now on, I mean its not as if I'm being over-confident and being under confident niver really helped. So I decided that from hence forth, I shall be a confident kid!

:D

anyhoo, ciao for now. Not much in the list of inspirational music now. But yeah, later.
~Mony

OOOh...Only 2 more exams left now

Yeah, the title basically says it. Physics, was okay enough. Though I must say that I really hurried up in the end. But whatever. Now only Biology and Environmental management is left. Yeah-uh.
Now for a day of chillaxing.

3 more to go..

SO, chemistry was ok. Every was so happy with their exam. Cool. I think mine went okay enough. Let's hope for the best. Thursday's physics. Hope I can kick some butts there...that is hope I can do very well. I do love physics and yeah. Only now I have to revise. Ok.
Thats all for now.

~Mony
p.s- I have finally decided, that if I buy a laptop, I'll get a macbook pro.
Yeah. But well, I'll just

Tomorrow's chemistry

Yeah after almost a week's break, tomorrow is chemistry exam. I feel that I'm quite prepared, now for a bit of revision. I even got better in MCQ, thanks to a kid who explained em nicely enough to me. I dunno his/her name, but dude helped me out big time. Thank you 12345abc

Whoever you are, wherever you are from, THANK YOU very very much. Its because of you that I can think properly. Thank you and best of luck and regards for you.
I have decided to list the inspirational music for each week.

Now, this weeks inspirational music has been: ( They are in no order)

Resurrection-Apocalyptica
Aoi Tori- The Idolm@ster ( singer is prolly sitaP, not sure. Its Japanese)
Path vol. 2 - Apocalyptica
Misconstruction- Apocalyptica
Faraway (instrumental)- Apocalyptica
Bittersweet- Apocalyptica
Cohkka- Apocalyptica
Quutamo-Apocalyptica
Heat- Apocalyptica
Conclusion- Apocalyptica

As you can probably see, Apocalyptica has taken over me. But I feel thats good, beacuse I do love the Cello and their music is so stunning.

Chemistry, here I come. Be prepared for a world highest, because again I am attempting at that.
:D

I believe I can do it. I CAN get all A's and make my mum and my family and myself happy. Also can get that awesome new intuos 4. This is not a joke, its serious business.

Ok that's all, about time I started revising.
~Mony

4 more to go...

Computer exam was OK. Like I said I won't say anything more or less than that. Let us see..let's see

By the way, Rebel Yell by COB rules. :D

4 down 5 to go: Worrying Sucks big time

Yeah, the title basically says it all. Four of my O-level exams are entirely over. Only five more to go. Tomorrows computer studies, need to get that world highest. Yeah, laugh if you want, but I'm targeting at that. Because, this is something which both my mother and thanks to her, now I feel that I can do. I couldn't care less about what others think, because, I may not be a genius, but I think that if I believe in myself I can do it. I CAN get A's in all my subjects, except perhaps maths this time..since I have to admit, the exam didn't go very well. Probably because I worried too much. I mean, I COMPLETELY FREAKED OUT (!!!!) in the exam hall.

But I've learned an important lesson. Worrying never really helps. Like for example if you feel that you haven't prepared well enough and you start worrying ...well face it. Worry or not, its not really going to help. If you'd rather cool off a bit and go through the stuffs you already know, then I think, your time will be put to better use.Worrying sucks. It really is the root of ALL evil. Yeah, you heard me. Well if not evil, at least the root behind most wacky things like..hmmm wacky grades, for example. To tell you the truth, I'm not going to worry about my results either. For one thing, there's no point and for another, there really is no point. I mean, its not as if worrying will increase my marks or RELIEVE me . I mean it doesn't do any F****N good. So I'm not going to worry. I'm going to fight off the stupid negative thoughts surrounding me and chillax.

Yeah. On a brighter note, todays exam went OK enough, since I didn't worry too much. Let's hope for the best.
\m/

peace out folks.
noxmoony.

Update

Ok so my Bangladesh studies paper-1 and Bangla paper-2 went..well OK. Let's just say that I have my fingers crossed. But I can't be bothered to worry about them now. So I won't. My next exam is on the 26th and is English (both papers consecutively) and later on at 2:00pm in the afternoon, Bangladesh studies paper-2. Yeah.

O-level Exam stat

So far I've only given like 6 papers. And among them only one subject has been completed so far. I have decided not to check my answers afterwards because, face it. There is NO POINT. Duh. So yeah. I've got like two papers tomorrow and well they are Bangla p-2 and Bangladesh studies p-1. The latter starts first, while the former will be the last paper for my Bangla exam. My board is CIE of course. :D