Blue Skies

Above at the blue skies you look,

Away from this chaos a place you seek

A far off place into the land of dreams

Where there are no boundaries and there are no seams

From the depths of despair you find hope..

Sup folks....it's been a while since my last post...and well I'm a lot better than I was that day, for sure. That was probably one of my lowest points during this month....but you know what I was so so so bored that day and so down...that I forced myself to draw again...and then managed to get rid of that stupid ass art block and the sorry state I was in..... So right now I'm drawing regularly again every now and then but I need to learn to be more free with drawing..... My big bro suggested recently that I should restart drawing itself.....starting from a circle....it's what he did to find his own style free...It's just that I need to find myself through the mess that is my drawing right now....and also be able to draw all the random things I feel like drawing. Need to get outta my restrictive comfort zone. But yes, life is good now you know.....I'm working on my short and there's another really cool news too....but I can't share it with anyone yet XD So that's gotten me really inspired and cheered up...and kinda nervous as well...I've never spoken in public ahahaha.... um wait I ain't spoilin it XDD

So yeah if things a looking down, and you're at the lowest point....you'll find hope somehow....my desperation to find something to do helped me get rid of my art block. That was something I hadn't really thought much about before...

At any rate, I just wanted to say...to anyone reading this (tho I dunno if anyone does): Hang in there...things will work out and you'll find a way to be happy. You'll find a way to be yourself. You'll find a way to live. You'll find hope. And inner peace XD

Ahem but I prolly won't feel very good about myself until I finish my short...I feel guilty that I haven't made any shorts in last few years..but there you go..it's a good driving force yeah? It keeps you moving and not stuck in one place..and that's good. Anyway but this short film is like a stepping stone for me...continuation of my journey I guess...journey to AWESOMENESS! XD

P.s - My animation development blog be here: MOVING ON

Anyway Imma run now
Ciao folks
Mony

Meh

What does it take to be happy?

Noodles, candy, inner peace?

How does one attain inner peace?

I don't know

Why do I have to feel so weird all the time?

Why do I walk down memory lane so often

Why can't I just be completely carefree and not bother about anything

Why am I asking all these weird questions?

I'm bored......bored bored bored
Why am I even bored?

Because I feel weird and don't feel like doing anything

I wish that random spark of happiness would come back....somehow....

Ehh

YOU

HEAR THIS

I ain't lettin no CRAPOLA EVER get me down

I'll complete my short film and work hard on my skills and GO TO GOBELINS NEXT YEAR

FOR REALSS

WON'T LET YOU DOWN BIG BRO AND ALL THE OTHER AWESOME PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN SUPPORTING ME ALL THIS TIME

THIS LAME KID....Who they could've easily ignored and disregarded... but you know what?

They didn't. They believed in me when no one else would

and they've been there for me when no one else was

I promise you I'll give it my best, and get there and make you proud

I promise I won't let any negativity or crap people throw at me get me down

and that I'll never lose the light inside of me and give in to darkness

and to myself, I won't let you down either kiddo. We can do this...we've been dreaming of pursuing our dreams for so long...well now it's time to actually pursue them for reals

LET'S DO THIS!! THIS IS A BATTLE WORTH FIGHTING FOR.