Friday, September 21, 2012

Sometimes I don't quite know what to say so I stay silent. So I choose to not do anything. So I choose to stay shut inside my cardboard box all day. Doesn't mean I don't care...doesn't mean I'm a being void of feelings or emotions.... Sometimes I feel like a coward, hiding like this. But what's a kid to do? There's always something I'm messing up, whether I want to or not. So isn't it better to stay inside my box all day and avoid annoying people? Even though this annoys folks anyway..but atleast this helps preserve some of my sanity. Hah sometimes I think I'm going nuts...I'm just a kid.. I'm just me!! Why can't you just let me be!! All I want is to be me...can't you see? Can't you ever frickin see? I want to be me, not a frickin zombie or a carbon copy of someone else. That's NOT me! Why would I wanna be someone else when I could be me? It's not exactly rocket science. But there you go, sometimes it's exactly that. Sheesh..