"It's a lot of work and sacrifice" - Studio Qube

Yeah...

ughh

I've had a really tiring day.....and gosh there's so much I want to do....but man I'm tired and I'm sleepy.....and dayum why do my cg and animation skills suck so bad...idk wtf man....

//rant// Proceed with caution

Let's go!

I want to go study at Gobelins next year. Far fetched dream much? But this is a place I WANT to go and what to do about it? Well giving it my absolute best is what! 

What else is there for this kid to do? I need to improve on my drawing skills and animation skills and learn French....not that tough right? This is a dream, to go to Gobelins and study there for a year. And I will get there! No more slacking off and wasting time ruminating about things...gotta draw and animate! Because this, is a fight worth fighting for! Have I ever given anything my absolute best? I don't really know, but if there really is such a thing as absolute best, then I'd like to give it my absolute best for this! I want to prove to myself that yeah if I get off my laziness and do my best, I can make this happen...

So yeah....first thing's first...gotta finish my film :D

And yesterday I started practicing hands..so gotta continue that. 

And um learn French!

OKAY LET'S DO THIS! HWAAA

Meh

Sometimes you feel weird...for no particular reason really. You were alright just a while back and then suddenly you feel strange....you're not happy, you're not sad...it's as if you're stuck in this weird limbo...floating in between....there somewhere....

You want to paint something....you pick up the pen...but nothing much comes out..you don't think you'll be able to draw anything right...and maybe that's why you end up with nothing in the canvas....you stare at the blank canvas and think of all the images floating around in your head....but you just can't get it out...
You just feel like lying down and let yourself drown in the music....better to drown in that than in nothingness...

It's the weirdest feeling ever..

But it's just another weird feeling...and it'll pass in time and you move on...
Life goes on no matter what

Doneyan!

Took forever it did, but I'm glad I'm done with this -..-
No more polished shit from me for a while now....

Excuse me while I go make me something to eat...I'm starvin...and sleepeh
Ciaossu!

Wip! After ages XD

Sup folks? This has become too much of a rant blog recently hahah...but there used to be a time when I wasn't SO ranty XD Oh well, anyway thought I'd post a wip of what I'm working on...And I recently spoke at TEDxDhaka, which was ....SO amazing I can't even say...still haven't done a recap of that, but maybe I'll do it when the videos are out.

Le WIP

 

I'll finish it up tonight hopefully..This initially started as a drawing I did to calm myself..and then I wanted to polish it up somewhat....I'm basically trying to get back to drawing on a regular basis again...like my own stuff that is. I often find myself having lame artblocks..so I'm trying to get out of them..

I post most of my art these days on my doodle blog and tumblr as well lmao...since the tumblr android app is easy to upload mobile doodles and stuff from XD And I often doodle on my phone these days.. But yeah I'll make a dump and post em here XD

Till then,
Ciaossu!
Mony