Lazy Summer Day Wip

Yo blog, sup. Been a while since I updated XD
But um it's so cold ...which makes me lazeh and I've been busy with work so haven't gotten around to updating much. So today I started drawing something and here be some wips:

Hmm it's not done yet...gotta shade it up and finish painting it an all XD But it's being lotsa fun painting this. I've been wanting to paint a picture like this forever heh. So I'm glad I'm finally getting around to painting it. And boy is it cold these days...sheesh. Makin me miss the summer quite a bit. I feel like doing what this kid here's doin...lying under the shade of a tree and listening to music and doodling and writing stories and stuff....aaah summer where are thou... Tho I do like winter fo sho XD It's just that my hands get so cold during winter that it becomes tough for me to work on stuff. Anyways that aside recently got Photoshop CS6 and it's pretty frickin cool. It's a significant update particularly because of the autosave and recovery feature which I've been badly needing for a long time. This is being painted in Photoshop CS6 and it works pretty smooth without any lag even at hi res. Love it! And the new pencil brushes are uber kewl too....haven't checked out all the new features yet...but Iris blur is really neat.

Aaanyway I better go sleep now...it's frickin 7am in the mornin fer cryin out loud. Yikes!

G'night

Mony

Noodley bowl! Almost done XD

Yeah after Maya crashed the other day, I had to remodel some of the toppings again. Which was a major pain in the butts... But who cares, almost done! Well the modeling is fully done. But it's the render...needs some more work. Just need to tweak some stuff and re-render it. Plus this here's a test render to test out the different render passes....I'll try to finish it up fully tonight or something. I mean I'm still not sure about this background...so yeah. Hmm it may not be the best picture ever, but it's like my 3rd proper model or something..and render...so uh I'm kinda fond of this XD

But yeah, this be done in Maya, rendered in Mental Ray and adjustments in Photoshop CS5.

Wooooo
Sorry I haven't slept all night and Imma go nuts any minute now... I better go ... *runs*

Ciao yo,
Mony

Noodley bowl WIP

Yesh so I've been wanting to make this bowl of noodles in Maya for a while now..so today I didn't have much to do so I started makin it...here's the progress so far:

Um ye looks kinda wacky now, but I hope it'll look a lot better when finished..Dayum those noodles strands took a while to position..need to find a more efficient way to do it. But it's being fun..so I hope I finish it off today XDD

Now to make the toppings....

Le Wippy wip

Hmm so today I was doodling with my pens..and uh found myself painting it too? So uh yeah. Funny thing is turns out them triplus fineliners work pretty okay with water...don't really spill out much. So I guess I wanted to subconciously paint sth heh. This ladeh here is this random character I've been doodling today...for no apparent reason. And then I suddenly felt like drawing a larger picture..so that's where this came from.

Er..yeah my awesomely messy desk XD Though it's been cleaned up recenlty...heh stays wayyyyy messier than this normally lol.

Um well it's like 6 in the morning and I better go sleep before I get busted *runs*

G'night
Mony

The girl and the crow

Yeah...what you draw when you feel like absolute shit. Random paint splatterin....is what. Meh.

Speedeeeee

Here's a super quick speedie I just did...um like in 15minutes. Cause I wanted to paint something before I went to sleep, but it's already pretty late so can't stay up that late...so had to paint somethin fast. I'm going to try and paint speedies regularly again, really miss doing em.

Well I better go sleep now
G'night

*drops off*

Blooming in the Rain

Yeah, so here's something I drew in tegaki, started it many months back when it was still the rainy season....but finally finished it the other day. I really like frangipani flowers and also rain, so kinda combined those two. Though it doesn't really look much like em since I half-assed it around the end..when I lost patience XD. Still I'm kinda fond of this picture overall, particularly since it has some of my favourite things: Rain, umbrella, frangipani (Or Kath Golap in Bangla...I like their Bangla name better he he) and bokehhhh XD

Done in Tegaki E with me intuos4. Touched up in Photoshop CS5.

Staedtler Triplus fineliners get! XD

YUSS! I finally got em! Weehoooooo 8D

So the other day I finally splurged and uh bought myself these...the staedtler triplus fineliner 12 set and became broke ha ha. Oh well somethings are worth bein broke for. I guess...especially if you've wanted em for a long ass time. And I tried em out yesterday...lemme tell ya they are awesome! Worth every penny I say..the ink laydown is so smooth and the colours are vibrant and the right shades too. The yellow is yellow and the apple green is apple green....not fluorescent. Which is a relief since I'm tired to buying pens of those shades that turn out to be fluorescent even when they're not supposed to be.

 The bunneh looks kinda weird, but moving on....I was trying them triplus fineliners out yesterday and they be awesome. I didn't have much time yesterday so didn't get to doodle more with them, but I'm looking forward to doodling more with em today. So glad I got em....wooooo. Now to draw more with em...and yay for colourful linearts XD

Some more pikchars:

And here's somethin I'm workin on, a kid wearin a froggy t-shirt. I'm thinkin of making a buncha kids wearing different t-shirts....cause t-shirts are awesome and stuff :3

I kinda liek the frog I guess.....So yeah. Since I am done with work for now, I can start working on my Ten CG Challenge entry again...AAAAH I'm so running late.....gotta get it done in time. Oh well.

Oh and excuse the blurry pictures....took em with my phone and sometimes it has trouble focusing and my hand is shakey too...uh yeah.

Well that's about it for now
See ya
Ciao

Doodell XD

Yeah.

WIP! And stuff

Kay so it's been a while since I updated properly and stuff...well that's mostly because I ain't got internet at home and I get kinda lazy bout updating from work...but well I thought I'd update with something more substantial than a random piece of writing that popped in my mind one rainy day... XD So here's something I started painting last night....I felt pretty awake last night instead of feeling uber sleepy and tired for a change as I took a nap right after I got home from work..so felt kinda inspired and I started painting something inspired by warm fuzzy feelings you get when you drink something warm during winter time...since it's almost winter here. And I was liking how it was going so I kept at it and this is what I have so far:

It's far from done..about like 30% done I'd say. I made some custom brushes in Photoshop and it's really fun to paint with them. Trying to incorporate some brush textures within this picture...it's being fun to work on so I hope to finish it up soon...dayum why do I fail at drawing hands so baaad...must draw moar hands lol. Oh well. Photoshop CS5 with me intuos4.

 Aside from here's some stuff I sketched recently:

Done in Photoshop CS5 with me intuos4. First one was done in Open Canvas a bit I guess...Last 2 are most recent..dates are on the pictures. Need to work oh my lighting skills AAAAAARGH

Right that's about it for now.
I'll try to update with more stuff later

Gotta run,
See ya
Mony signin off *runs*

Raindrops falling from the sky,
Raindrops falling from way up too high,
Too high up to even fly,
Or to watch you silently cry.

KH 358/2 days

Well it was my little brother's birthday yesterday and he got a DSi (luckyyy) and that also means I get to play with it too XD Sometimes anyways. While not the same as havin a DS of my own, it's certainly better than not having any at all. And I got Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days! Woot! I started playin it last night and got hooked. Lovin it so far. It's awesome! Hmm KH fanart coming soon I guess XD

I gotta go eat breakfast. Got work soon. *runs*
Ciao
Mony

Sometimes I don't quite know what to say so I stay silent. So I choose to not do anything. So I choose to stay shut inside my cardboard box all day. Doesn't mean I don't care...doesn't mean I'm a being void of feelings or emotions.... Sometimes I feel like a coward, hiding like this. But what's a kid to do? There's always something I'm messing up, whether I want to or not. So isn't it better to stay inside my box all day and avoid annoying people? Even though this annoys folks anyway..but atleast this helps preserve some of my sanity. Hah sometimes I think I'm going nuts...I'm just a kid.. I'm just me!! Why can't you just let me be!! All I want is to be me...can't you see? Can't you ever frickin see? I want to be me, not a frickin zombie or a carbon copy of someone else. That's NOT me! Why would I wanna be someone else when I could be me? It's not exactly rocket science. But there you go, sometimes it's exactly that. Sheesh..

Of memories

And tea..and cookies. Yeahh XD



Well it's this doodle I drew today..well it's not finished...but then maybe it is. I dunno if I'll go back to it..maybe I might draw in the other photographs..but mehh bein the lazy kid that I am I prolly won't XD It's been ages since I updated huh...it's my laziness I tell ya. But I've been doodling quite a bit these days, and I got this new small sketchbook too..which is fun to doodle in..this was drawn there actually. I'll try to post more shtuff soon :B

Aaargh I better go sleep...I dunno why I keep staying up till 6am these days..oh well
G'night
Mony

Picture doodles

Dayum wish I had a polaroid camera...and then I could prolly doodle all over random pictures of stuff he he.
Oh well. Someday I will have a polaroid camera..and then I shall picture spam all over my blog mwahahaha *runs*


Well it's been raining all day today..nice to see the all rainy atmosphere. And I went to have lunch with 2 of my friends today, been a while since I last saw em. So it was nice to catch up with em. And none of us brought cameras...so we took these goofy shots with my friend's laptop's webcam heh. Hmm yeah was an interesting way to finish off the weekend.

Gotta run now
Ciao
Mony

Blue city

Paper flying all over the place

New you are to this place

There are rabbits also acting with much grace

Which way to go?

Which way to go?

You wonder with a questioned look on your face

I wrote that up randomly just now he he 

Anyway so here's something I doodled today..it's kinda random but was pretty fun. I did draw it pretty small though since it was a quicky doodle and Photoshop was a bit slow with this brush I made and I painted this with that..so I guess I might enlarge it and paint over and stuff..but I kinda like it as it is.

This is something a bit random but here goes: If you feel happy suddenly..for no reason...then don't hold yourself back and just enjoy the moment. Take it all in and just feel happy even if for a scant few seconds..yeahh.

Welll it's pretty late, I better go sleep.

G'night

Mony

River through the mountains

Well this was a bit of an experiment..was trying out a different style of painting environments..inspired by those cool environment concept art with all those sharp shapes and forms and textures integrated within em. Was pretty fun doing this. But I gotta do more of these so I can capture the fleeting images that pop up raindomly in my mind fast enough..like you know capture their essence? The mood and atmosphere and feel of it I guess..well I want to but I finish one painting and then I get distracted lol. Hmm me and my shitty ass laziness..sheesh. Anyway I'll try to paint more stuff..be it quickies. Another problem of doing quickies more these days is that I find I get lazy about spending more time on a painting..I do have some stuff that I want to take my time with painting..but I tend to get too impatient over them. But I'll just keep at it anyway heh.

And this completes this edition of Moony's art dumppp..UNTIL NEXT TIME!

Well I gotsa ta run
See yaa
Ciao

Doodleys

These are some quickie doodles I did. Dates are on the pictures...they're pretty random..and took from around 20minutes to an hour each..so yeahh. But they were pretty fun to do XD Done in Photoshop with me intuos4 and textures from cgtextures .

Pikchars

Here's some stuff random I drew over the last couple of weeks:

Birthday report

Arrr me hearties 'twas me birthday a few days ago..well the 25th to be precise. Here ish my birthday report in short: It was really AWESOME! And fun. And fulla cake 8D


My parents got me lego for my birthday. How cool is that? Yeah I never even thought I'd get lego anytime soon..but wow. I was really surprised and happy too. Been many years since I had lego....like it's been more than 10 years.

And everybody at work celebrated my birthday too. Can you believe it? I never had anyone other than my family celebrate my birthday so it was really something unique for me..I was really touched ;__; *sniff* I didn't know what to say..but I can't thank you guys enough for making my birthday so special. Everyone wished me happy birthday. It was really nice. Then my bro treated us to lunch and he got me cake. Not just 1 but 2 cakes, in case there wouldn't be enough. Dayum was I surprised or what? I was like AIYAHHH! Hollyyy shit what is this I don't evennnn O__O I was really happy too..I wish I could've said something other than thanks to express my gratitude but that's all that escaped from my mouth..and being shy and stuff it wasn't very loud either..Oh well. And then other folks from the office next to ours came and I cut the cake and then fed everyone a bit of cake XD It was a really unique experience. And a really nice one at that.

And then this year my parents decided to get cake and throw a family party as well..like old times he he. Isn't it funny how I didn't get cake for my birthday all these years and then suddenly I get like 3 cakes for my birthday? Hehe..wow huh XD But it was really nice, my aunts, uncles and cousins came and then they decorated the house with balloons and stuff. And when I got home from work, the door slowly opened and suddenly everyone shouted "SURPRISE!!!" and there was all this confetti all around me..that was quite cool too. Didn't quite expect it, it was really nice of them. And when I stood infronta the cake..it felt kinda unreal...like it seemed like I was in a birthday party of one of my cousins or something..I mean I kinda forgot how it feels to have a birthday party like this he he. Funny right? Oh well..and everyone took lotsa pictures..that was a bit boring since they made me pose in fronta the cake and stuff for like half an hour lol.

But yeah it was a pretty fun and cake filled day XD I got a wallet from my mum (I think I have like 3 wallets now..lol) and these nice pilot choose pens from my little bro. And also got a book and money plant from my aunt..nice to look at that little fella from time to time : ) And also got some money from Lokkhi (my other aunt) and also a vase with some paper flowers from Mamoni (another aunt XD I have 3 aunts see). She didn't know what to get so she got this..which was really nice of her. It was supposed to be a decoration for my room but there isn't any space so my mum put it in the drawing room hehe. Oh and my uncle got me a large Pringles stack. So that's quite a lotta shtuff...haven't received that many presents and stuff in quite a few years now. But seriously though, I was just happy that everyone came...it really has been so many years since all my aunts and cousins were present in my birthday. That made it all the more special.

And then the next day right, there were more people present at work..so I got to cut the other cake..that's 3 cakes in 2 days! WOAH. Sheesh you crazy epic bro you..THANK YOUUUU! You know you're awesome right? Yeah cause you are XD So yeah and we all had cake again.

So that was my birthday this year. And it was awesome beyond my expectations. I didn't think much about my birthday this year but then it suddenly came and made my day. And I can't thank you guys enough for making my birthday such a blast. Thank you everyone. Mum, dad, familehh, friends and co workers, and last but not least, my big bro. Thank you very very much.

Can't tell ya how thankful I am for you guys' kindness, love, encouragement and support. But know that it means the world to me. It keeps this kid going. So thank you. I dunno if I deserved all this..but I'll do my best and try to be worthy of all that. YOSHH! XD

Well yeah aside from that, been doodling more on my sketchbook and stuff. Will post some of em when I get em scanned..and also photos of my lego ship.

Till then
G'night folks
See ya
Mony

Up-d-d-d-ate!

Been a while since I posted huh. It's been a week since my exams finished. And guess what? I got a part-time job, at le epic sauce studio - Ogniroth. Woootage! To be honest I'm still finding it tough to believe, seems like a dream I guess. I dunno it's kinda weird but whenever something really cool happens I keep having this weird feeling...like my mind keeps wondering if it's real or not. And then later on I feel hmm did this even happen or these memories keep coming back to me and I dunno...It is pretty weird, anyway though it is real and I'm not gonna waste time dwelling on if it's a dream or not, cause it ain't. It's real alright and I'll do my very best. YOSHH! Thanks to my epic bro, he's kind enough to let this noobie kid work here. For a kid who's never had an older sibling, having the support and nudge of an older brother is amazing. Seriously I dunno what to say..but I'm truly very thankful. Thank you, you epic bro you.

Well, I guess you could say it's a new phase in life huh? Work..colleagues, etc. Sorta feels like school, and yet quite different at the same time. Being the super shy kid that I am, I don't get around to talking much to my co workers but everyone's so friendly and they're really kind. They make me feel right at home. And they're all so talented folks, it's great being a part of the team. Very inspiring and motivating. There's SO MUCH TO LEARN! Shiyat I better get crackin and practice stuff XD And I'll try to cut outta my shyness too. It's just really annoying sometimes, being THIS shy. I mean it's okay bein a bit shy, but come on this is just way too annoying. Feels like a crutch. I mean I want to talk to people, know more about them, etc etc but I just can't....I speak to people when they speak to me but I have difficulty going to them and making a comment. I don't know why...it's so strange. It's like I keep thinking what will they say and urgh it sucks. I don't feel like that at all online or with my friends. Anyway so another reason I decided to take up a part-time job was to get me out there and interacting with people. So I'm really going to try and stop being THIS shy. It's not like I like being shy or anything. It can get pretty annoying at times. I think I got even shy-er in the last few years I haven't been to school much. Yeah well whatever, we can do this, YOSH!

And work's been pretty interesting. Been doing some tree and vegetation explorations recently and lemme tell ya it's pretty challenging for me trying to come up with different stuff. But it's good practice for me and my lazy brain. And I'm learning lots doing this too. And I'm allowed a lotta freedom with this too. So it's great! Hopefully I get more free with my drawing and get better at drawing different stuff. I've been having lunch with my work buddies, very interesting experience I should say. At school most folks are around your age, and it's the age that kinda connects folks there. At work however you have people from all kindsa ages and it's your work subject matter that really connects all these people together. In my case it's CG and art, awesome XD And I'm getting to see new people everyday which is good I guess. It's interesting observing different people. Sometimes when I'm drawing some folks watch from behind but they don't usually make any comments, which is very good in a way because then I don't feel uneasy about how the drawing is turning out. I guess artists know this feeling, so they try to keep their silence eh...Mind you what I'm doing right now is more concept based than illustration base. Works for me, since illustrating for a job is not something I actually enjoy..yeah. But concept and story stuff I don't mind. However I really would like to work on more technical stuff in the future for work I guess XD

Well aside from that I've been pretty tired these days after I come home so haven't drawn much. I do have some random stuff I did, but I haven't gotten around to posting em up yet. After a year of just sitting around and just eating and sleeping and not doing much, it is taking a while for my body to get used to the new routine. But it's slowly getting more used to it.

So another new path in life. And a new place to learn and experience. I'll keep moving onwards and do my best and humbly learn from this as much as I can.

Well I better run eh
It's 2:30am, shit. Gotta sleep
See ya
Take care
Mony

3 down and 3 more to go!

Yep the title basically says it all. Got 3 more exams left...Well my exams have been OKAY. But I gotta do really really well in my next 3 exams. There's quite a lot to revise for chemistry but I know if I try I can do it! I ain't lettin no shitty negative thoughts bog me down. No sirry, ain't lettin em get me down. I got my dreams to fulfill so I gotta keep moving forwards. And not let any petty negative or shitty thoughts get me down. They're not even MY thoughts! So why should I let em make ME feel wacky? I've had enough of them shitty thoughts trying to annoy me for the last few years. Ain't letting em annoy me anymore.

I'll do my best and not worry because worrying sucks big time and it NEVER EVER helps. Seriously, I speak from experience. So yeah I ain't lettin no shitty negative thoughts bug me. SCREW YOU SHITTY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS!  I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!

Hmm *cough*
Well I had ta get that out.
Sometimes it might be a bit pressurising what with all these worries an all about getting good grades and stuff...but seriously I ain't worrying. Because it never helps. I'll do my best and let's hope I can finish my A-levels this time with good grades. It's been draggin on for so long...I didn't think A-levels would drag on for this long. But whatever, we'll conquer this A-level shit! YEAUH! And get really good grades too! I know I can do it, if I stay calm and give it my best! Gotta kick some wacky kids' butts and make my mum happy too! HI-YAAH!

So yeah..

Here's some nice relaxing music:




Well I gotta sleep now
Got lotsa chemistry to study...yeah it always seems to be chemistry. That subject....its like never ending or something. Seriously :I Oh well.
See ya
Mony

This song...

Is epic. 'Nough said.
Just do yourself a favour and listen to it. Though I dunno if this is everyone's cup of tea, but it sure is mine. It's quite different from Capsule's other songs, mind I like their other songs too. But the refreshingly relaxing feel to this is indeed quite nice.

My maths exam was okay. Now got 4 more exams left. Next one's on the 21st, gotta revise chemistry and statistics these few days. Anyway I gotta run. Need some sleep, been feeling tired all morning D: Wish it would rain some more. Oh well.
See ya
Ciao
Mony

This heat...

IS DRIVING ME CRAZY is what >:E
Seriously why is it so effin hot? I feel like staying under the shower all day....and this heat is making my head ache. That's why I don't like summer..but it's the rainy season almost isn't it? Why it ain't raining...

Anyway this song is awesome:



Hmm I better get going. Got lotsa maths to do. Tomorrow's my maths exam so yeah.
See ya
Ciao
Mony

EXAMS! They be here!

Arr me exams are literally knocking at ze door. Now to welcome em I s'pose. So tomorrow's my physics paper 4 exam. And boy the last 2 days have been sure as heck tiring. Been eatin, sleepin, drinking physics. Not just me, my friend Holly too. Whowee it's been crazy. And guess what happened today? Just GUESS. I lost my passport. Guess it's around here and there somewhere but we searched everywhere and couldn't find it. And then mum had to go to British Council and get an approval thingy on a photocopy of my passport. I was lucky that I had scans of my passport from last year. But if I didn't then it'd be terrible *shudders* Everyone got so worried. I felt really pissed at myself for not keeping track of my passport properly. But yeah I'm glad that I got my passport photocopy.

On other news I've been missing my colour pencils loads. Oh well. I better go sleep now. It's almost 2. Sheesh! I got an exam tomorrow. Gotta do really well and kick some wacky kids' butts and make my mum happy! Hi-yahh!

Wish me luck guys
See ya
G'night
Mony.

Best Wishes

This song. Is. Epic.
'Nough sed.

Pokemon Best Wishes is AWESOME...*sniff* Was watching it earlier this year but then kinda got busy so paused for a while...and then didn't get around to watching again until the other day. Great to watch Pokemon again he he. But because of the shitty powercuts I'm having to load the episodes like atleast 3 times a day before I can actually watch it. Sucks but oh well.

By the way Rica Matsumoto is awesome:

She sings with so much energy and lookit those oshawott caps *wants*
Pokemon, Gotta love em all!
XD

By the way, today came across this really cool artist on Pixiv. Here's the link to their gallery: http://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=97298 The name they go by is Yuui-ichi. I really liked these two pictures a lot:
All those ghost pokemons. Anyway I love the colouring style, it's like painterly but also kinda chunky and unblended at the same time. Very cool. And the drawing style is also quite stylised, really awesome.


Gotta love 8-bit stuff. Not just that though, it's painted really nicely. Kinda reminds me of the "Pixels" short film. 

This picture really felt special to me, it shows the special bond Ash and Pikachu share. They look so happy, literally made me go d'awww XD I really love it.

Brings back memories of when I first started watching Pokemon :') That was 2003..wow been almost 10 years eh. Awesome :D

Well I better go now heh.
I don't think I've featured any art here before, but I've linked to artists before. Well since I'm posting something pokemon related so I thought I should embed this nice pokemon artwork..and their other stuff was so nice so I thought I'll embed em too.

See ya
Ciao
Mony

Moments of beauty

The puddles of water reflecting fragments of the sky,

The crinkling of the bells of the rickshaws as they pass by,

The intense blue of the evening sky after rain,

The warm glow of the yellow light from the house in front of my balcony,

Beauty finds its way through all the noise, chaos and mess of the world.

~

Evening out

 

So here's what I drew...just now lol. Felt like painting something quick. It was quite relaxing and also kinda fun painting this. The other day I saw this really nice evening sky and yesterday morning I saw this really beautiful sky at dawn. The colours were so nice. Just too awesome. This was sorta inspired by that.

Done in Photoshop CS3 with me intuos4. Took around an hour.

Critiques and comments appreciated.

Well I better go sleep now..sheesh it's almost 4 am and I was supposed to sleep at 2am today too..oh well.

See yaaa

G'night.

Mony

Some stuff...

I don't know why this crap has to repeat itself over and over again. I'll probably sound like an arse for saying this and there are people who lead worse lives..but it's my life and I know what I'm going through..so this has to be said. Why can't my life be normal for a change? Why must all these shitty complications seep in? WHY? Why must you do this to us? Because of you grown ups us kids have to suffer. What's with this awkward tension you're creating? So many whys huh. Oh well this has been bugging me for the past 1 month or so. Have to get it out.

For quite a while now of my close relatives is behaving really weirdly and a few others are acting weird too and this is creating an awkward tension within my family. Worst part is it's making communication between us kids weirder. I can hardly get to meet my cousins. I miss them a lot, but I think my little brother misses them even more since he doesn't have anyone to play with these days. Sure you can say he's got me...but I've been so busy with my exams coming up and all.....I hardly get to spend much time with him. Plus since we moved to a new place, don't have a tv yet and he's not supposed to play games on the computer all the time. Even though we share the same room we don't get to play games or do much together nowadays. Though I still try to talk with him as much as possible. But I do miss those fun evenings when us 5 would play some board game, talk, laugh and just have a great time together. And here I thought now that we moved and are a lot closer we'd be able to visit each other more often...but guess what? The opposite happens. We hardly get to meet...ever I:< Dang grown ups and their silly schemes. Stop friggin making life awkward for us kids :< As if life ain't weird enough as it is.

And I hardly get to meet any of my friends either. Either they live too far, too busy or just live abroad. Having friends come over to your place regularly is like stuff you hear in legends for me. Having them come over once is like too good to be true. Getting to meet em is also the same. That's how it is for me. And now that I hardly go to school I don't get to meet anyone. I miss the fun times I used to have in school, mind you I had a lotta crappy times at school too...but then obviously I wouldn't think fondly of those times right? I miss the times I spent with my friends at school, miss eating tiffin at school, miss drawing at school...and miss doing school homework even. Wow heh. My A-level experience has been shitty, I kid you not. And after my O-levels I though A-levels would be even better, the teachers would be more serious and be more willing to teach...couldn't have been more wrong. They were even worse, would hardly teach stuff in school. And slowly people stopped attending classes. Me and my friend would often be the only people going to class...then the classes hardly happened. Then even we stopped going to school...it was tough for me to do that but when school wasn't like school anymore what use was of me going there to everyday? Out of bitterness I stopped going to school. And I hate coaching so couldn't be arsed to go there either. So where do I go?

Well I stay at home all day is what. Which is fine an all that but sheesh .... I just miss everyone a lot...my friends, my cousins. It's been so long. Been feeling so detached from everything. Miss doing stuff I like on the computer too without having to get worried about being busted....like playing games, reading books, comics, animating, doodling, etc etc. The internet is supposed to help you keep in touch with your friends, but how does one keep in touch when people either don't come online or don't reply? Ah don't mind me, I'm just ranting here. I guess I've just been stuck in the A-level loop for too long. Can't wait till my exams finish. My brain's just in a knot right now I think. I guess I'll just do nothing and doodle complete random stuff all day for a few days and play games and do nothing much and just relax and let my mind untie all the knots by itself. Yeahh.

But for now I gotta remind myself, this time won't come back to me so I gotta make the best out of it and make sure to learn all the stuff and get my subject revisions done before my exams start. So that I don't feel like I could've studied a bit more during my exams. Because that feeling sucks. Normally I can't be bothered to worry about my results, but that nagging feeling is indeed quite annoying. So yeah I gotta get my revision done. But I'm glad I took some time out to write this because I feel a lot better after getting it all out. This stuff has been churning in my mind for a while now and I couldn't take it anymore. So had to let it out.

I guess everything will be okay, just a matter of time. But it seems to be taking quite a while till my exams finish heh. Oh well.

Sleeeepy o_O

I feel so sleepy I don't even...my sleeping pattern's gone down the drain. I can't even keep my eyes open even though I slept from 5:30pm in the afternoon till 8:30pm at night. Okay so that's 3 hours..still I can't believe I'm feeling this sleepy at this time of the day. It's not even 10pm yet. Maaaan this sucks. I don't even feel like doing anything. Just feel like dropping off to sleep. Hmm the last few days I've been waking up around 8:30 or 9am even if I went to sleep at like 4:30/5am...o_O It's not like I wasn't sleepy..I was really really sleepy but I couldn't sleep. Maybe I woke up cause I was hungry..This just sucks. Let's hope I can get some sleep tonight. 

Aside from that I think I'm finally starting to get the hang of this normal distribution thingy. Though it's still a pain in the butts. I got so much to study and yet I'm feeling so sleepy....sheesh.

Well see ya
Ciao
Super sleepy Mony signing off.

Hot D:

It's too flippin hot these days. Some ice-cream or iced milo or iced water even would be really awesome... I don't care as long as it's something cold and refreshing.

Y IT NO RAIN POPSICLES or something..

And we don't have a fridge at our new house yet....dear me. *drinks a mug full of water anyway*

Well I'll just go do some statistics...which is pretty annoying. Oh well.
See ya, ciao.

*Crawls outta blogspot*

Rainy day girl WIP

Yeah yeah another girl in a rainy day..I sure like rainy days a lot eh.Well I WAS born in the rainy season..on a really rainy day so maybe that's why lol. XD Anyway I drew this maybe 2 weeks ago..yeah it was raining that day so I felt like doing a quick drawing...but then for some reason I decided to complete it and so this is how it's going. I'm trying a out a slightly different lineless style here, the sketch is visible since I need to use it as a guide. But all those effin layers..damn I'm too lazy to use that many. I keep wanting to merge em all and paint over. Getting hard to stop myself from doing that *facepalm* At any rate since I got exams, ain't getting to work on it much. Opened it up last night after ages and added more colours and started shading. Dunno when it'll be finished though. Oh well.

Here's how it looks without the lines (still haven't finished adding all the flat colours though):

Kinda funky painting like this, though I got so used to painting on a few layers that switching from one layer to another is becoming a bit annoying XD Oh well.

Photoshop CS3 with me intuos 4. Painter X for the sketch.

Anyway,
I gots ta run.
See ya.
Take care
Ciao

Bird At the Pier

Something I drew the other day, done in Photoshop CS3 with me intuos4. Took around an hour..yeah.
 

Shana Wip

Last night I felt like drawing Shana and so I took out me sketchbook and drew her. And since my markers were in my marker bag I didn't have trouble getting em out. Then I started colouring. It was fun colouring with me markers after so long. Sadly my yellowish shade marker died while I was colouring the skin. What a disaster. Somehow managed to colour the rest of the skin with another marker. But it looks kinda crappeh. Oh well. Have some wips, ain't done yet though. Sketched it with me pilot mechanical pencil, inked with a 01 sakura micron pen and am colouring with copic ciao markers on 135 gsm A4 sketchbook paper.

I don't usually draw this big. But I wanted to sth larger for a change since it'd be nice to have some significant marker drawings since when my markers ran outta ink I could see these pictures and say here's where all that ink went. Plus I thought it'd be fun to do a larger drawing. Hope this turns out nice...

I gots ta go now,
Ciao XD