Some thoughts...

I really should draw more often...and I shouldn't be afraid of them turning out bad...it's like a really lame vicious cycle...I have an idea or an urge to draw and then I try drawing something...it doesn't turn out nice..or not like how I wanted it to be...and I end up feeling lame. And then I don't feel like drawing much even tho I really want to draw....okay that makes no sense what so ever but see that's the paradox....I want to draw and yet this stupid thought that they might not turn out to my liking kinda kills my mood most of the times...So I'm going to let go of this stupid fear/worry/thought whatever you call it and just have fun drawing.....A crappy picture is better than no picture at all right? And the more I'll draw, the more better I'll get. Of course that's not to say if I keep drawing the same old girls all the flippin time I'll get any better at drawing other stuff...I want to get better at drawing in general so I can draw anything I want to draw any way I want to draw....not be restricted to drawing the same ol thing over and over again. That's not what I strive for. And there are all these things I  want to get better at....animation, cg(2D and 3D both), writing, programming, playin my guitar..etc etc a whole lot of other things...sure I can't be a master of em all, and I don't have to be. I love em and that is why I want to keep doing them always. I can't get better in any of them unless I stop being a lazy arse slacker of a kid....there are all these people who believe in me...and want me to be the best that I can be...I can't express in words how thankful I am to have such incredible people in my life......I'm sorry for bein such a lamo kid.... But yeah so from now I'll draw as much as I can, whenever I can....and practice animation and modeling/rendering at a regular basis....(well sculptin until my Maya at home starts workin :c) And most importantly have fun with em! Isn't that how it all started? Because they're all something I loved and enjoy playing around with? So yeah...I miss that...a whole effin lot...at the end of the day if I end up not doin any of these, I'm the one who's sadder....So yeah, time ta break free of all worries and negativities and let go...and keep moving forwards towards my own path and do my very best! Can't lose sight of my dreams and things I love....geez I'm such a dumbass at times..but yeah  it's time to be me again. And keep moving forwards and not stand still no more :I  Huzzah! I'll do my very best and make ya guys proud!

Mony teh kid over and out
Ciao fer now

And yet again I myself in the midst of another move...everytime I seem to get settled in a house we move to, it's time to move again! It's only been a year since I moved into our current house and yet tomorrow we move again.....How do I feel? Well tired is what...tired of moving. So often...But then again that's life for you and guess I got used to it....I'll quite miss my room, my balcony and the nice lantern and garden of the house opposite mine. It would stay lit for a good while during the night and it'd inspire me to think up fantasy stories and stuff...was pretty nice. We were supposed to move on the 26th, but my parents decided to move tomorrow...what is mental preparation :I

Oh well not much a kid can do really..gotta move on I suppose...

Well hope this move will be for the better. Hmm...

Anyway, moving on...

geez I've been slacking off so much....haven't made any full drawings, any animations nor any 3D models in the last coupla months....(although I do have some in the works...BUT NONE OF THEM ARE COMPLETE DAMMIT :I) Meh I really need to get a grip and work harder...MUST.NOT.SLACK.OFF. AAARR!!

But for now I gots ta run...need ta get some sleep -..-

G'night!
*runs off*

Yello!

Noodles is good yes? XD Maan I haven't updated in so long..but anyway it's mostly because of my laziness....

Anyway, today I watched treasure planet with my mum..it was really awesome! I was feeling pretty down these few days..like for no real reason. I'd get sudden bouts of sadness for no effin reason....and I was fine this morning, made myself a nice bowl of noodles ^ and was in a good mood and then suddenly what happened I dunno I felt like shit...urgh. So then I'm like screw this, I'm going to watch a movie with my mum since no one else was at home and she was free....so I watched Treasure Planet after wanting to for ages...Loved it! And I feel much better....also I feel inspired to really work on my story for my web comic...ya know the one that's been spinning around in my head for quite a while now....and it's been buzzing around in my head even more this past coupla days....so I gotta work on it or else I'll keep feeling lame...ehh it's an endless cycle I guess...maan why do I have to art block so bad? Just when I thought I was getting out of it I have to have another art block attack..well tell you what I ain't lettin it make me feel crappy anymore...I'm so sick of it...so I'm just going to work on my story and character designs....and also do fan art while I'm artblocking XD So first of is...Jim Hawkins! Whooo... and here have an old ass mouse drawn rapunzel fanart that I never finished....just because hah..

 And lookie here I has a daily doodle blog which I don't get around to updating daily...but I still update it from time to time..It's called Paper Nebulae

And here have a recently drawing picture that I ish kinda fond of:

Anyway, Moony over and out for now
Be back with some fanart stuff later..
Ciao!