There's so much I have to say,
But for now I'll just let the lost melody play
In my mind,
Over and over again,
The music pours.
Cascading all over -
My heart;
Evoking dreams and memories from long ago
Things that I can't forgo
No matter how much time passes by...
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Music is just so powerful..they evoke so many emotions and memories and long lost dreams...
I want to write so much...there's so much I want to say...but I can't seem to get them out. So how are things with me nowadays? It's alright, this weird balance between crazy and good. My mind wanders all over the place as before and my emotions are all over the place. I don't even know what to say anymore. I guess I'll need to wrap up the freelance stuff I'm doing and not do any for a good long while...and take some time off of work. I need to lose myself in my short film project and just do my thing.
There's all these things I want to do...but there are so many distractions....too many things I'm supposed to do for folks...articles, drawings, etc..and this stuff ain't even client work. Which is fine an all..but I just need to be able to forget about all this for a while and just lose myself in my paintings and music and paint/animate to my heart's content. Need to clear stuff up huh..
Trust me, I've learnt my lesson, not taking any requests anytime soon. Maybe other folks can make time for it, but it's just not workin for me...Too many things I need to focus on instead....right now my mind is all over the place. I need to start doing things one step at a time and build up my confidence that yes I can get things done and that it's not another thing I'll never get around to doing. I hate that feeling. It's my fault ofcourse, biting off more than I can chew...but well I'll have to put it to right myself...
But for now I'll just let the lost melody play
In my mind,
Over and over again,
The music pours.
Cascading all over -
My heart;
Evoking dreams and memories from long ago
Things that I can't forgo
No matter how much time passes by...
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Music is just so powerful..they evoke so many emotions and memories and long lost dreams...
I want to write so much...there's so much I want to say...but I can't seem to get them out. So how are things with me nowadays? It's alright, this weird balance between crazy and good. My mind wanders all over the place as before and my emotions are all over the place. I don't even know what to say anymore. I guess I'll need to wrap up the freelance stuff I'm doing and not do any for a good long while...and take some time off of work. I need to lose myself in my short film project and just do my thing.
There's all these things I want to do...but there are so many distractions....too many things I'm supposed to do for folks...articles, drawings, etc..and this stuff ain't even client work. Which is fine an all..but I just need to be able to forget about all this for a while and just lose myself in my paintings and music and paint/animate to my heart's content. Need to clear stuff up huh..
Trust me, I've learnt my lesson, not taking any requests anytime soon. Maybe other folks can make time for it, but it's just not workin for me...Too many things I need to focus on instead....right now my mind is all over the place. I need to start doing things one step at a time and build up my confidence that yes I can get things done and that it's not another thing I'll never get around to doing. I hate that feeling. It's my fault ofcourse, biting off more than I can chew...but well I'll have to put it to right myself...
