Sunday, December 15, 2013

Change

Sometimes it's important to disconnect with everything around you to reconnect with your inner self...especially when you feel so lost.....I kinda did that this weekend and it was amazing, it wasn't a full disconnect....but still tho...I spent all day watching Legend of Korra Book 2 and doodling and listening to the amazing Korra and Avatar soundtrack....and seriously it's inspired me so much. I really wish I could go on a spiritual journey right now...but I can't, but I guess what I can do is....tell the tale of one...Who know's what will come out of that...but hey if you can't journey in the physical world, you can definitely do it in your mind.... I guess I got a story idea, but I need to expand on it. Need some quiet time to sit down, focus and let it flow....

I mean I was in a rut this weekend, but I feel so much better after watch book 2...it was incredibly spiritual and inspiring. And it helped me feel better and calm down....

I feel a lot better and more connected with myself....but I know I need to bring balance to myself if I am to bring balance to my work and the world around me....so I'm going to try to do just that XD

ALSO

THIS
just takes me away to another place...another time...and so inspiring


Eh well...
G'night
Moony out

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Lame is an understatement

So apparently yesterday was 11.12.13...everyone was makin a big fuss about it. Guess what? I didn't even realise it was the 11th yesterday...I thought it was still the 10th. I don't know where my head is stuck at. It took me ages to finally convince myself it was 2013, and then before I could get used to it, another new year is seemingly headed towards me at full speed.

Heck, I don't even know how I feel right now...I just got better and then I got stuck with some effed up period again....I feel so lame right now I can't even. I have this project at work that I'm handling and I've gotten sick twice through this project...I can't help it... but I feel really useless. I know I didn't get sick on purpose or anything..it just so happened...awful timing. I just want this project to be over with....

 I'm so uninspired right now....there's so much I want to draw..and animate and create...but everytime I try drawing sth....all I get is nothing. My mind is blank and I feel like crap.

Blergh

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