Tuesday, May 26, 2009

4 down 5 to go: Worrying Sucks big time

Yeah, the title basically says it all. Four of my O-level exams are entirely over. Only five more to go. Tomorrows computer studies, need to get that world highest. Yeah, laugh if you want, but I'm targeting at that. Because, this is something which both my mother and thanks to her, now I feel that I can do. I couldn't care less about what others think, because, I may not be a genius, but I think that if I believe in myself I can do it. I CAN get A's in all my subjects, except perhaps maths this time..since I have to admit, the exam didn't go very well. Probably because I worried too much. I mean, I COMPLETELY FREAKED OUT (!!!!) in the exam hall.

But I've learned an important lesson. Worrying never really helps. Like for example if you feel that you haven't prepared well enough and you start worrying ...well face it. Worry or not, its not really going to help. If you'd rather cool off a bit and go through the stuffs you already know, then I think, your time will be put to better use.Worrying sucks. It really is the root of ALL evil. Yeah, you heard me. Well if not evil, at least the root behind most wacky things like..hmmm wacky grades, for example. To tell you the truth, I'm not going to worry about my results either. For one thing, there's no point and for another, there really is no point. I mean, its not as if worrying will increase my marks or RELIEVE me . I mean it doesn't do any F****N good. So I'm not going to worry. I'm going to fight off the stupid negative thoughts surrounding me and chillax.

Yeah. On a brighter note, todays exam went OK enough, since I didn't worry too much. Let's hope for the best.
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peace out folks.
noxmoony.

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