Lame is an understatement

So apparently yesterday was 11.12.13...everyone was makin a big fuss about it. Guess what? I didn't even realise it was the 11th yesterday...I thought it was still the 10th. I don't know where my head is stuck at. It took me ages to finally convince myself it was 2013, and then before I could get used to it, another new year is seemingly headed towards me at full speed.

Heck, I don't even know how I feel right now...I just got better and then I got stuck with some effed up period again....I feel so lame right now I can't even. I have this project at work that I'm handling and I've gotten sick twice through this project...I can't help it... but I feel really useless. I know I didn't get sick on purpose or anything..it just so happened...awful timing. I just want this project to be over with....

 I'm so uninspired right now....there's so much I want to draw..and animate and create...but everytime I try drawing sth....all I get is nothing. My mind is blank and I feel like crap.

Blergh

....

Positivity

Man Bobby...you never fail to inspire...
I can SO relate to so much of this video...especially the being sick part cause I've been sick since the beginning of November and it sucks big time...I was supposed to work on these projects at work and work on my film....but then I got sick with typhoid and pneumonia.... But yeah I gotta get crackin again..well I am back to drawing again after weeks of not drawing...but MORE IMPORTANTLY

Ahem

I may suck as an animator and artist now...but this is not the best that I can do...
So I can be and I'll work hard and be a really awesome animator and artist! And make ya proud Bobby and all the awesome people that inspire me and have supported me! HIYAA
Thanks for the inspiration and positivity Bobby. I'll do my best! And I'll stop calling myself a lame artist XD

"It's a lot of work and sacrifice" - Studio Qube

Yeah...

ughh

I've had a really tiring day.....and gosh there's so much I want to do....but man I'm tired and I'm sleepy.....and dayum why do my cg and animation skills suck so bad...idk wtf man....

//rant// Proceed with caution

Let's go!

I want to go study at Gobelins next year. Far fetched dream much? But this is a place I WANT to go and what to do about it? Well giving it my absolute best is what! 

What else is there for this kid to do? I need to improve on my drawing skills and animation skills and learn French....not that tough right? This is a dream, to go to Gobelins and study there for a year. And I will get there! No more slacking off and wasting time ruminating about things...gotta draw and animate! Because this, is a fight worth fighting for! Have I ever given anything my absolute best? I don't really know, but if there really is such a thing as absolute best, then I'd like to give it my absolute best for this! I want to prove to myself that yeah if I get off my laziness and do my best, I can make this happen...

So yeah....first thing's first...gotta finish my film :D

And yesterday I started practicing hands..so gotta continue that. 

And um learn French!

OKAY LET'S DO THIS! HWAAA

Meh

Sometimes you feel weird...for no particular reason really. You were alright just a while back and then suddenly you feel strange....you're not happy, you're not sad...it's as if you're stuck in this weird limbo...floating in between....there somewhere....

You want to paint something....you pick up the pen...but nothing much comes out..you don't think you'll be able to draw anything right...and maybe that's why you end up with nothing in the canvas....you stare at the blank canvas and think of all the images floating around in your head....but you just can't get it out...
You just feel like lying down and let yourself drown in the music....better to drown in that than in nothingness...

It's the weirdest feeling ever..

But it's just another weird feeling...and it'll pass in time and you move on...
Life goes on no matter what

Doneyan!

Took forever it did, but I'm glad I'm done with this -..-
No more polished shit from me for a while now....

Excuse me while I go make me something to eat...I'm starvin...and sleepeh
Ciaossu!