Sometimes I don't quite know what to say so I stay silent. So I choose to not do anything. So I choose to stay shut inside my cardboard box all day. Doesn't mean I don't care...doesn't mean I'm a being void of feelings or emotions.... Sometimes I feel like a coward, hiding like this. But what's a kid to do? There's always something I'm messing up, whether I want to or not. So isn't it better to stay inside my box all day and avoid annoying people? Even though this annoys folks anyway..but atleast this helps preserve some of my sanity. Hah sometimes I think I'm going nuts...I'm just a kid.. I'm just me!! Why can't you just let me be!! All I want is to be me...can't you see? Can't you ever frickin see? I want to be me, not a frickin zombie or a carbon copy of someone else. That's NOT me! Why would I wanna be someone else when I could be me? It's not exactly rocket science. But there you go, sometimes it's exactly that. Sheesh..

Of memories

And tea..and cookies. Yeahh XD



Well it's this doodle I drew today..well it's not finished...but then maybe it is. I dunno if I'll go back to it..maybe I might draw in the other photographs..but mehh bein the lazy kid that I am I prolly won't XD It's been ages since I updated huh...it's my laziness I tell ya. But I've been doodling quite a bit these days, and I got this new small sketchbook too..which is fun to doodle in..this was drawn there actually. I'll try to post more shtuff soon :B

Aaargh I better go sleep...I dunno why I keep staying up till 6am these days..oh well
G'night
Mony

Picture doodles

Dayum wish I had a polaroid camera...and then I could prolly doodle all over random pictures of stuff he he.
Oh well. Someday I will have a polaroid camera..and then I shall picture spam all over my blog mwahahaha *runs*


Well it's been raining all day today..nice to see the all rainy atmosphere. And I went to have lunch with 2 of my friends today, been a while since I last saw em. So it was nice to catch up with em. And none of us brought cameras...so we took these goofy shots with my friend's laptop's webcam heh. Hmm yeah was an interesting way to finish off the weekend.

Gotta run now
Ciao
Mony

Blue city

Paper flying all over the place

New you are to this place

There are rabbits also acting with much grace

Which way to go?

Which way to go?

You wonder with a questioned look on your face

I wrote that up randomly just now he he 

Anyway so here's something I doodled today..it's kinda random but was pretty fun. I did draw it pretty small though since it was a quicky doodle and Photoshop was a bit slow with this brush I made and I painted this with that..so I guess I might enlarge it and paint over and stuff..but I kinda like it as it is.

This is something a bit random but here goes: If you feel happy suddenly..for no reason...then don't hold yourself back and just enjoy the moment. Take it all in and just feel happy even if for a scant few seconds..yeahh.

Welll it's pretty late, I better go sleep.

G'night

Mony

River through the mountains

Well this was a bit of an experiment..was trying out a different style of painting environments..inspired by those cool environment concept art with all those sharp shapes and forms and textures integrated within em. Was pretty fun doing this. But I gotta do more of these so I can capture the fleeting images that pop up raindomly in my mind fast enough..like you know capture their essence? The mood and atmosphere and feel of it I guess..well I want to but I finish one painting and then I get distracted lol. Hmm me and my shitty ass laziness..sheesh. Anyway I'll try to paint more stuff..be it quickies. Another problem of doing quickies more these days is that I find I get lazy about spending more time on a painting..I do have some stuff that I want to take my time with painting..but I tend to get too impatient over them. But I'll just keep at it anyway heh.

And this completes this edition of Moony's art dumppp..UNTIL NEXT TIME!

Well I gotsa ta run
See yaa
Ciao

Doodleys

These are some quickie doodles I did. Dates are on the pictures...they're pretty random..and took from around 20minutes to an hour each..so yeahh. But they were pretty fun to do XD Done in Photoshop with me intuos4 and textures from cgtextures .

Pikchars

Here's some stuff random I drew over the last couple of weeks: